I’m Doomed and I'm Emo Now

First of all, I'm sorry I didn't post anything useful today. It's full of shit and I warned you in advance. Thank you.

I asked this question to myself and not to any other soul ‘What the heck happened to me actually?’ This is the first time I didn't update my blog for a long time. I mean for a very loooonnngg time and it’s been two weeks I guess. To tell the truth I just don't have the desire to sit and compose articles even though I have handful of topics in my mind to write about. As I mentioned before I facing writer's block till I can't even construct a proper sentences. It's very short and brief just like writing summary for Pengajian Am subject. I cracked my head those days on how to summarize a summary but now it's easy as pie. Arghhh bodonye aku..

Whenever I sit in front of my laptop there are always got something to do and made me occupied such as checking out the latest happenings in tech world. I don't really bother what's going around the worlds especially in Goblokland as Kavilan used to say. I just wasting my time stumble new weblogs, themes for blog, check out new software, download movies and PSP games etc. Hence, when I occupied like this I forgot my main objective UPDATE THE DAMN BLOG. I admit I’m lazy and my mum used to said the same thing as well. Therefore, if you even had a slight thought why the hell am I struggling to keep this blog update, just assume I will answer you back - ‘WHAT’S YOUR F**KING PROBLEM’. Simple isn’t it?

I still remember the first time I used to blog in Friendster blog which was obviously lame after that shifted to Blogger platform. The first blogger I met in blogosphere is BMahendran and after that Tulipspeaks. I did learnt a lot by blogging especially improve my linguistic skills, I know my English is quite bad and I’m really sorry for that. If you encountered such error before, now and in future forgive me as no one is perfect and I'm still learning. I always like to read well written articles such as from Kavilan, Makkez, Ragedindian (based on well structured sentences and the way message is conveyed) and recently came across NoktahHitam. These bloggers have their own style and linguistic skills which amazes me. Besides that, how can I forget Sactyr@Naga my ex-senior back in secondary school writings as well. As you may encountered, the main obstacles writing articles is the longer the article the more it became draggy or short to say crap. As an example this article.

So, cut it short the main purpose I wrote article is.. well there is no any particular reason. It’s just I was emo when writing this article. Anyway, time to get serious just want to let you know guys that I planning to do changes which I don’t have anything particularly in my mind. Basically about change to new design, revised concept, new sections/categories etc. The main dilemma crushing me would be to shift or not to shift to Wordpress platform. I always envied the Wordpress users as their themes shiny, alluring, candy look and sexay such as Novinthen, Vickneswaran & Saravanan07 blog themes.

If you managed to read until here, I don’t know what to say – maybe appreciating you. Chow, ran out of idea to crappin’. I got no mood to go through to check for any error because I'm sleepy now. Sorry in advance. Adios.

p/s: To tell the truth, I was thinking to quit completely from blogosphere and I’m still thinking about it. Maybe I can listen one or two words from you guys? MAYBE, if anyone did read this post.

p/s: Daammmnnn, I just read my own words, I am sounds like a pathetic loser.

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